Saturday, December 31, 2005

in a blink of eye,2005 is coming to an end.
this year have been an what i call eventful year.
so many countless things happen,and they are all something i will remember for life.
from studies to netball to work.
whao,this year certainly passed fast.
this year is a very special year.
and it wasnt like any other years,
where i go 'i miss 6f' one and only 6f.
and nothing much happen throughout.
from the ups and downs of my dailys, to the tears of joy.
i've been thinking so much this year,
so many things ran through my head when i cant sleep.
things have changed.things have certainly changed.
i believe i changed my thinkings too.
not all things are what i want them to be.
2e4.has always been one of the most beautiful things in my life this year.
a bunch of people who i'll see almost everyday.
a bunch of people who will care and share.
i remember how sad i was when the bdiv lost to ctss.
i cried like crazee in class and yep,those people were there.
6f.my best class.which i have not forgotten until now.
yes,i do remember everything we did (:
i love captains ball. and the way we love each other!
netball life was never the same as compared to last year.
more competitive and more hardwork is needed.
we teared after our last match.
and as a team we've worked hard.
i love the team!
soccer.something that interest me in the middle of the year.
something again,that brings me laughter and joy.
although there will be a new season next year,
i wouldnt be the same again.
i miss the people who are going away.
through soccer, i've known several good friends.and even some of the players
and they were wonderful(:
now the bads,but things i will still remember.
yes,i am not gonna deny the fact that my parents are divorcing.
this is my blog,and i do speak from the bottom of my heart.
i dont care whatever readers are gonna say about this.
but i know i've been strong.
i have yet to drop any single tear yet.
and the people who walked with me through all this.
my netball team.
and someone whom i call a true friend.
how would i define it?
someone who will listen to you when u're down.
someone who will advice you and cheer you up.
someone who will help you in whatever way he/she can.
someone who will say and do.
Siew Hong,thanks for everything.
thanks for being a true friend.
another person who has been my secret true friend.
i dont tell him much,but he will try to help.
and this person is none other than Jit Yong.
suprise to see your name here?(:
i realise soccer is partly to be here.
i lie to my parents.when i go for soccer matches.
and i really have to say sorry.
though they might not see it.
but i dont wish to keep in inside my heart anymore.
and the final thing that i will remember.
love! yes. i am not attached.
i dont know how to say this.but i rejected the guy i like.
because of his attitude.
i thought i would forget him like weeks later.
after he have gone back.
but things didnt go what i expected them to be.
when its time to let go, i'll let go.
i havent completely got him off my mind.
again,so many things have changed me.
and i want to start a new year being a new me.
i dont wanna bring the past along with me.
but i know somehow,i will start to think of the past again.
same quote.
fate decides to everything.
all i can do is do what i can.

i cant believe i blog this much.
its 11.42 now. i've been typing this for more than an hour.
trying to recall all stuffs (:

I love spring & flowers.